It's been awhile, Cloudo.

Holy shit so much has happened since I last updated this. Instead of going into great detail, I'll just say it all in list form:

• I moved out of Spencer's room and into Jacob and Eric's room
• It's fucking fabulous
• ...that's pretty much it

But yeah, I moved into Jacob and Eric's room in place of their last roommate who got kicked out for smoking in the room. Living here is so much fucking better. It's a bit cramped, but I have 2 roommates who don't suck, it's clean, and it doesn't smell like butthole. The only downsides are that they go to bed at 1am...which is WAY TOO EARLY FOR ME...but whatever. And also that I got shafted in bed and desk positions. I like to use my computer in bed, but my desk is all the way on the other side of the fucking room, so that no longer can happen. Whatever, I'm used to having to use the desk over here in the corner. Also, like, they're very social people. I think every night this week people have come in to watch movies. Meanwhile, I'm here in the corner on tumblr. I like being social, buuuuut I like alone time too.

Also, I actually have roommates I can talk to and do shit with unlike Spencer who I hated~! Which is fucking awesome.

~<3

Moviiiiing~~~~

So Spencer officially has gotten on my last nerve. I got back from home an hour ago and the room was trashed. Shit everywhere, including having my shit moved and someone slept in my fucking bed. Luckily, Eric and Jacob's roommate moved out after almost getting arrested for smoking pot in their room last week. Not to mention he also stole their stuff. So Eric and Jacob are letting me move into their room. Thankfully, everyone's being super cool about it, even looking forward to having me in the room.

That's literally all I can think about right now, I'M SO FUCKING JAZZED <3

God...

People here are fucking annoying. Seriously, everyone's drunk as fuck in the room next to mine and it got to the point where three of them had puked in my bathroom...not just the toilet, but the sink and shower too. Fucking radical. But Haley really stepped up her game and took care of them. I'm impressed. But seriously, these people make me never want to drink again. Or ever smoke. Or anything. These people fucking suck.

Spencer cleaned the room though, which is cool. I mean, it's already getting kinda gross again, but it was nice that he did. ...well, he didn't, Haley's roommate did. But regardless. I can't wait until next year, I'm getting pretty fucking annoyed with living with these people. I really wanna live with a bunch of people I actually like next year, AKA Anna and her friends. I mean, Anna's not fabulous, but I know she means well, so it's chill. Like, we're gunna round up a bunch of cool people and move into either Butler or Pondside. I really hope they allow opposite sex housing. If they don't, I'm gunna pull the "gay" card and hope it works. Cuz I don't see why it even fucking matters if opposite sexes are living together. Even if they ARE fucking...omfg, sex...oh no~! They had out condoms, so they KNOW what's going on...so if I can't live with people I'm not sexually attracted to, that makes no fucking sense.

So I found Mariku's copy of Twilight Princess buried in my drawer when I went home this weekend...so I took it, my Gamecube, and all my games here...but forgot my power cord. I'm kinda pissed. But whatever, Super Pokemon Scramble is coming out tomorrow so I'll be able to hold myself over for the week until I go home again this weekend. I was fully prepared to stay here this weekend, but Emily and David were all "OMFGCOMEHOOOOME", so I am. Oh yeah, and my memory card with all of my Tales of Symphonia save files shit the bed and is all "REFORMAT ME!"...so I'm kinda sad. I went into a temporary depression yesterday after it happened and David was genuinely concerned, it was apparently that bad. But I'm all better, considering I restarted that game like a mother fucker anyway, and my save files were ALL OVER THE PLACE. So it'll be nice to actually be able to reorder those fuckers.

So I honestly think it's weird that I have to only hang out with straight people here. It's just weird that I go from hanging out with 2 chicks who are dating, a bi chick who I talk about weird sex stuff with, and my boyfriend...to only straight girls who know nothing about gay people. It's just weird and I'm not too happy about it. Like, I can put up with it, but I can tell that none of these people will actually become my super duper best friend. So Baku, Mariku, and Emily have nothing to worry about. Though I like pretending I'm super best friends with Anna and Eric around Emily and David, they get so pissed and it's hilarious. I mean, Anna and me are close, but there's just too much of a difference between straight people and gay people. Fag hags are pretty lame. But hell, if I have people to talk to, I'm obviously gunna roll with them.

Whatever

~ <3

I'm so sick of Scyther.

So yeah, I forget if I mentioned this or not, but Scyther was talking on the phone last night and he said he only wanted Hayley for sex and yaddayadda. So I told Haley about it (they broke up today) and she was in tears. I kinda figured she had known already...guess not. So I'm really afraid Schyther's gunna find out that I told her that and kill me. Yeah, I'm getting fed up with living with him pretty hardcore. Not only that, but he doesn't shower or wash his clothes, but last night he masturbated while I was in the room. Albeit it was at night and the lights were off, but I could hear his porno and the bed moving. Seriously, that's fucking disgusting. I'm considering talking to Adrienne (the RA) about changing rooms, but I'm afraid I'll get someone even worse. At least Scyther doesn't touch my shit when I'm gone...well, I dunno, I'm missing 8 bucks, but I'm pretty sure I had just spent it on something and I don't remember. I'm gunna tell myself at least. Regardless, I moved where I keep my wallet to under my clothes as opposed to the bottom drawer with all my video game stuff.

This weekend is Pumpkin Fest. I am NOT staying here. Especially since it's a weekend of nonstop parties and everyone has friends from home come up- Scyther included. Fuck that, I am NOT staying in a room with someone else in here, I'll want to kill them. So I'm bringing ALL of my stuff home with me when I go home this weekend. ALL. OF. IT.

I'm afraid I've been gaining some weight lately. I can't stop eating. Seriously, I've been eating too much lately. If I wasn't so underweight, I'd care more...but this is good, I guess. I'll still get self-conscious and develop borderline anorexia yet again...seriously, I was so skinny back in high school, and I'm not much better now. BUT OH WELL. That and food costs money- which I am spending too much of.

Mkay, I'm gunna peace now

~ <3

This weekend...

Has been iffy. Thursday night, me and Anna followed Haley around, babysitting her- she was drunk as balls by 8pm. That was actually really fun, especially once she started to sober up.

Last night, however, was the worst night I've ever spent here. The people next door blasted their fucking shitty music until 4am. I banged as hard as I could on the wall MULTIPLE times, and each time, they paused the music for about 10 seconds, then continued blasting it. At 4am, it finally shut off for good though, I'm hoping due to another noise complaint. I was honestly kinda hoping they'd get mad at me so I could explain myself and hopefully make them stop. Seriously, why the fuck won't the RA do anything about it? I filed a noise complaint about the people in the room above me, but they weren't the ones up until 4am. So if the RD gets back to me, I'll tell her that. After that little fiasco, I never want to spend another weekend here so long as I live, these people are inconsiderate assholes and I hate every one of them.

Oh, you mean Thirsty? He out back.

WHY THAT TITLE, YOU ASK? WELL ME AND ANNA ARE TOTALLY GUNNA GO GET A FISH TODAY AND WE DECIDED HIS NAME SHOULD BE THIRSTY BECAUSE OF DRAWN TOGETHER. HILARIOUS, NO?

Anyway, I got my test back in Geography today- 85%, muthafucka~! That's an AB here, not a B- like back in B-mont! I was so excited. I had another test today in AM World that I'm...a bit more concerned about. BUT...whatever.

This weekend will be the first weekend I've ever fully spent here since the very first week of school. Oh God it's gunna be weird. Especially since Anna's not gunna be around. I get the feeling I'll be super bored. Guess I'll invest my time in playing Pokemon or Final Fantasy.

...I'm outta shit to say already, oopsy tootsy.

~ <3

Ugh...

Haven't updated in awhile...but I suppose that's because I haven't had all that much to talk about. I have a test tomorrow in Ancient and Medieval World, and I had a test in Geography on Monday. I hope I did okay...though I'm not sure. I had an essay due last Monday in AM World, I hope I did okay...I think I did okay, at least.

I'm really starting to get fed up with all of this heterosexuality. Seriously, it seems like every fucking straight couple only lasts a month, max. Not to mention Schyther and Hayley are starting to get seriously annoying. Hayley's up in Schyther's bed now, sexually moaning and they're both up there moving around. That's fucking gross. They both know I'm here, and I was in here first... the day I get put on sexile will be there day I've seriously had enough. I like Hayley and all, but I'm waiting for her to get kicked out. She's always either high or drunk, and she misses all of her classes. Hopefully, Scyther will be all sad and junk, but their relationship is shit anyway, so I kinda doubt it. He's even pretty much implied that he's just in the relationship for the sex stuff.

Whatever, I just needed to vent

~ <3

3rd Roommate?

So this kid walked in to our room and said that he was potentially our third roommate and if he was, he'd move in a week from now. It was a bit awkward...however, that's actually a good thing because it implies that he is socially awkward. Meaning that he sounds like he'd be my best friend! I didn't get that good a look at him, so he might actually be a tool, but I can hope, right?

So Anna and Hayley cleaned my room today. That was so nice of them! But they put my food in the 3rd dresser, which means if that other kid (I think he said his name was Shawn?) moves in, I'll have to move my food. Oh weeeeell, c'est la vie. Hayley and Scyther were just talking about sex which ended in Hayley storming out of the room for a reason they didn't say out loud. This entire time Hayley had said she was a virgin...turns out she's had sex with, like, 30 guys. Holy fuck, dude. I'm assuming what pissed her off was Scyther asking her if she had, like, an STD. God, I'm so glad me and David have the relationship we do. We can talk about what the fuck we want to.

I'm out of stuff to talk about...reitaaa~~

~ <3

Today was...eventful.

So my day started out like any other. Class at 10am until 2pm. Then Anna wanted me to go to a blood drive with her. Obviously, I couldn't give blood, but she wanted me to go anyway for moral support. Yeah, somehow I forgot to mention that I was insanely squeamish and I was super close to passing out. Yeah, so the people there cared for me more than they did Anna. Oopsy. Super embarrassed, but the people there had obviously had people pass out before, so they were totally nice and chill about it. Still embarrassed though...

But then me and Anna went to the cool Gamestop within walking distance. I'm in loooove with it, it's amazing and big and awsome. I'm never going back to the mall one ever again. Well...I have to considering I have Super Pokemon Scramble already payed off and I already have 5 bucks on Super Mario 3D Land. I'll probably take that money from them and give it to the other Gamestop once I get Super Pokemon Scamble. I also bought Super Monkey Ball 3DS there- it was only 20 bucks and I needed a new 3DS game until Pokemon Scramble comes out the 24th. And Super Monkey Ball can totally hold me over for, like, 3 weeks. If not, I always have White to fall back to.

Me and Anna also saw a cat walking back from Gamestop. We sat there for probably 10 minutes and pat it. It looked really lonely. Like, it JUMPED out at us from the bushes and wanted us to pet it. It honestly scared me, jumping out like that. We also named it Drippy, cuz it drooled a lot. I kinda hope I'll see it again, but that would mean that it doesn't have a home...but by the way it acted, it was obviously very domestic, it looooved attention.

I also wrote a bunch of papers today. I find college homework to be easier than high school homework. Maybe it's because I don't have as many distractions here? I feel like that's the exact opposite case with everyone else...but then again, I was already essentially living the college life my Senior year of High School anyway.

So Spencer and Hayley just made a bunch of gross slurping noises just now. I pretended like I couldn't hear them due to my headphones being in, but eeeew. I also maaay have jumped the gun a bit and already told Anna that I think she was giving him a blow job- not even sure if that's what was happening up there. Oopsy Tootsy. But I dunno, whatever.

Gunna play some more Monkey Ball now

~ <3

I do love blogger

IT'S LIKE MY OWN PERSONAL JOURNAL

BUT NOT PERSONAL BECAUSE ANYONE CAN READ IT

BUT THAT'S OKAY CUZ I WANT YOU GUYS TO READ IT

Anyway, the room next to mine in this suite was blasting music being assholey...and it just kept getting louder and louder and louder. I fucking hate everyone else in this goddamned college so hardcore. And seriously, Hayley (the chick across the hall, Scyther's "girlfriend") came in here and some other chick was all "Wanna smoke a bowl?" then went off on this week tangent about how the other chick stole her weed. Seriously- drugs, and anyone who does them, are fucking retarded. I can't wait until all of these druggies drop out after the first semester because mommy and daddy weren't there to snap them into line. Once again, that's me being optimistic, but I can hope that they'll get kicked out, at least.

Not sure if I'm going home again this weekend or not. I've gone home every weekend so far and...I dunno, I feel like people back home are getting sick of me. I mean, I love seeing my friends all the time but I feel like a pain in the ass...that and I think Scyther's going home this weekend...I'LL HAVE THE WHOLE ROOM TO MYSEEEELF~~! But honestly, if someone wants to come and get me, I'll go home. But I'm not asking anyone to come and get me.

Guess I'll watch TV and play more Pokemon now

~ <3

CLOSE ONE

So I almost got quarantined from the internet here. Norton was out of date and Keene is super picky about anti-virus software. So I had to quickly turn my computer off and on to download a free one before Keene could lock me out. That was almost bad...still a pain in the ass.

So I went home this weekend..and by "home", I mean "Emily's house". I went home for maybe 5 minutes to pet the cat and grab a poster before I had to leave to come here. I miss Itsumoooo~~~! He misses me too, he tried to follow me out the door, it's super cute. Tippy's getting super old...crapping on the floor constantly...it's really sad. But she's wicked old, so I suppose it's reasonable.

I have to finish The Epic of Gilgamsh by tomorrow. Laaaame. But it's really short, so whatever. It's hard to process though, so I always get side tracked. But I'm on page 90 out of, like, 120. So I'll be done in the next hour if I STOP TYPING.

...or not.

...or maybe...yeah, okaaaaaay

~ <3

Asshole...

So I was doing a load of laundry and I put my clothes in the dryer. However, when I took them out, they were still damp. So I put them back in the dryer and they were still damp. I said fuck it and just put my clothes away damp. It's not like they were super wet, I'm wearing one of my shirts now. However, I just found out that that dryer has been broken forever now, and someone took down the sign that said it was. I fucking hate the people here so goddamned much. Seriously, I want everyone to get fucking expelled or asked not to come back cuz I'm getting sick of all of the vandalism in this fucking hall.

On a lighter note, I fully payed off

Super Pokemon Scramble/Pokemon Rumble Blast.

Turns out, it comes with some pins as a pre-order bonus. I HADN'T HEARD THAT! I found out by asking the guy at Gamestop if they were getting the Tanuki Mario keychains. He said he wasn't sure, but he did know what Super Pokemon Scramble came with pins. I'm so excited for this game to come out October 24th! I also just downloaded Four Swords for free on my 3DS. It's fun to play single player (you control 2 Links), but I feel like multiplayer will work better.

Going home again this weekend, probably. I need someone to bring me back, but I'm sure I can get someone to bring me. I love going home frequently, but I don't think I'll go home next weekend. I think I should stay here over the weekend, I have yet to do that since college started. OOOOOR not...lawl

~ <3

Haven't blogged for awhile...

What up, blog? Haven't used you in way too long. Then again, nothing cool has really happened. People are standing outside my door and chatting it up really loudly, which is pissing me off, and I needed to bitch to SOMEONE about it.

Not gunna lie though, two of my suite mates are very attractive. Just sharing... Too bad my roommate is as ugly and disgusting as sin...

STOP IT, AKKI. YOU ARE A MARRIED MAN, FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

Anyhow, Scyther's girlfriend wandered in here, pretty fucking high, with mismatched clothes and asked me how she looked. I kinda fake smiled and said good...but I honestly wanted to beat her up.

Pot. Is. Retarded.

But whatever.

While I was at home this weekend, I chilled with my bros, went to Funspot, did some bro stuff. I saw a degu at the pet store and was like "TF IS A DEGU?!" It's a chinchilla-rat thing that rocks my world. I also finally brought back posters with me from home. I only brought back two- my Pokemon Black/White promo poster from Gamestop, and my Paper Mario 2 mini poster from a Nintendo Power. I bought some painter's tape from WalMart today, so I can bring as many posters as I want to Keene now. Fuck yeaaaaah. And I plan on it. I honestly don't give a fuck what Scyther thinks, so he can shove it. Also, I'm not sure if he knows I'm gay yet. Living with me, I'm sure he's caught on to my gay tendencies, that and his girlfriend knows, so he should know by now. Not like I'm hiding it, it's just that I honestly think that being gay shouldn't really matter when meeting someone. It's just a background trait, like your ethnicity, that doesn't really define who you are as a person. However, I still want more gay pride shit. I'll be damned if I'm forced to "straight act".

I also actually payed Anna for the SNES and Pokemon Staff shirt today. I gave her 20 bucks and a Pokemon card tin which cost me 15 bucks. Online, SNESs sell for $35, then you have to pay for shipping, so I still got out of it cheap. But you can tell that Anna don't take crap from no one. I attribute that to her stay in China where you haggle for everything. But, like, you don't haggle with your broke college friends. Whatever, I still came out on top, I think, and even made away with a shirt for free. However, I also only have 50 bucks left for the entire month. I'm really gunna have to crack down on my spending. No more random PB&Js during the middle of the day for shits and giggles. I'm actually gunna have to start using my meal card. Which sucks cuz the dining hall here is so booooring. Honestly, I think next year I'm gunna say fuck the meal plan and just eat out every night. It's much cheaper for me, especially since the meals here are always all-you-can-eats and they cost $8...when I could just run to BK and get a burger for a dollar. Rip to the off.

Yay, my good classes are tomorrow- French and Globish (AKA- International Language. But that's a bitch to type, so I shortened it to Globish, as that is the topic of the course anyway). I really wanna drop A&M World, but it's already 1/4 through the semester- it'd be a waste at this point. I'm just gunna have to man up and try to stay awake. Seriously...I ALMOST fell asleep today. Well, I wake up and 9am to start the day, and I have a class before it...so I'm essentially asleep, especially since the professor is a pile of lame. But tomorrow's classes I can sleep in all I want, French is easy and fun, and Globish is easy as cake. I actually have to start an essay here pretty soon for Globish, but no worries, I have all semester to do it. Seriously...that's the point of the ITW (Intro To Writing, I think?) course...one giant 15 page essay. But over the course of a semester? I got this. French is also super easy, I'm glad I took this French class. It's suuuper recappy, and I'm good at all the basic bullshit. And honestly, people usually freak out and fail out after the first semester due to the big change form high school to college. But for me, I think it was the opposite. I find homework easier to do with out father-set restrictions. Also, the freedom to do whatever is a good thing, for me at least. I hope Scyther flunks out and I get the room to myself. But whatever.

I think that's all I got

~ <3

It's my little brother's BDay today...

I'll be calling him later today. I'm sure he'll appreciate it. I'm probably going home again this weekend anyway, so I guess I can see him. It honestly doesn't matter all that much to me, but he seemed to really want to see me for his birthday, so it'll mean a lot to him.

Anna got this shirt off of ebay recently that a staff member wore at the Pokemon TCG Championships. It fit me perfectly so she let me buy it off her. Here's pictures:

Pretty rad, n'est-ce pas? While I have to buy that one off of her (I haven't given her the money for that or my SNES yet), she got me a "Honey Badger Don't Give a Shit" shirt as a present. I'd honestly have rather gotten the "Doesn't Care" shirt, but only because I don't wanna walk around with a swear on my shirt. But it's still hilarious, so I guess it's a weekend shirt. I like having fun shirts.

I was afraid my shit was gunna get bleached though...the washing machines had white powder shit on them...I was afraid it was powdered bleach. But my clothes are fine, so it's all good. I really wish everyone on this floor would stop being such dicks and clean up after themselves. I also wish Gram didn't get me such gross snacks. Pudding...really?

But whatever, that's all for now

~ <3

9/20

I'm officially used to college life and started to realize that it's pretty mundane. Yesterday, Scyther got into a fight with his girlfriend of 2 days. From what I processed, she cried because he got ice cream without her. Umm...what? I'm glad me and David aren't like that. After 4 years, our "fights" are pretty easy to get over. That, and I'm not gunna throw a bitch fit over him walking over to the ice cream machine without me- oh lordy. But Scyther acts pretty aggro a lot of the time, especially towards her, from what I'm seen. He reminds me a lot of Tom when he gets pissed. Not to mention I feel that he has more anger issues than I do...seriously, he wakes up every morning and loudly mutters "Aww fuck..." Yeah...I wake up to that every morning. I did this morning at 8am too. Even though he didn't leave here until maybe 10. Whatever.

Me and Anna went to Target yesterday at, like, 6pm. We were expecting to get on the 7:10 bus back, so we went outside to wait for it at around 7. Yeah, it didn't come. So at 7:30 we called Campus Safety and had them come get us and bring us back to Holloway. He did NOT seem all that happy. I mean, that's your job, bro. But whatever, it was only a short ride back in silence, then we were good. I put 10 more bucks on Super Pokemon Scramble. It doesn't come out until October 24th, so I've got a month. Then after that I've gotta throw money at Super Mario 3D Land and Mario Kart 7. Lakitu (I knew that) and Metal Mario are playable characters on Mario Kart 7, which I'm pretty pumped for. But Rosalina's in it, so I know who I'll be playing aaaaaas. 3D Land comes out November 13 and Mario Kart 7 comes out December 4. I wish that Paper Mario didn't get put on the backburner, but I have it all payed off at my home Gamestop, so I'll just have Mariku go get it for me when it comes out...next year...oh god why.

Well...I guess I'm out of things to type. I just spent, like, an hour on wikipedia with this open in another tab not typing anything. Damn you wikipedia. Anyway, peace

~ <3

Came back from my house this weekend...

So I went home this weekend. Saw everyone, minus Emily, cuddled with Itsumo for a good 24 hours, came back to college. My room was a meeess when I got back. There was random shit everywhere, including a new mess on the bathroom sink. What the Shuck. But it's not super bad, so I'm mostly over it. I just wish they would stop putting shit on my dresser. IT'S MINE, GODDAMNIT. And someone used MY blanket to sleep in the top bunk. I don't really care that much AGAIN, but he could at least say he used it.

I brought back my SNES and my PS2. VIDEO GAMES- YEAH! For games, I just brought Final Fantasy IX and X, Super Mario World, and Silent Hill 2. I also have all of my Pokemon games and Ocarina of Time 3DS and BlazBlue 3DS that I'd already brought. So I have enough to keep me company when I'm bored, but not too many to distract me from school.

As for when I was home, it was pretty cool. However, I feel like I'm growing apart from Emily. I still wanna be friends with her and everything, but I feel like the less we hang out, the less we're close. I'm sure it can be remedied though, so I'm not too concerned. David told me she had told him something I was supposed to know. It's drug related, no doubt. Seriously, I'd insanely rather them not do drugs around him. He does anything once and we're done. It's not that I don't trust him, I don't trust Emily's family. The "SURE WHY NOT" mentality better not get to him or he's fucking dead.

While that might be hypocritical due to the fact that he didn't want me to drink, I can honestly say that, more than likely, I won't drink anymore. It just doesn't appeal to me anymore, considering the last time I did, I had a massive hangover. That, and everyone drinking here really pisses me off. And I feel bad for drinking when David didn't want me to. So I won't anymore. That's not to say that I might have, say, one drink on a holiday, but I doubt even that.

So I have $270 left on my debit card. God it is so easy to spend money with that thing. However, I find myself becoming more and more strict with its usage due to the fact that I don't know how much is on it at all times. Though I honestly think I'd rather just use cash for the rest of my life. I'd RATHER get a job and be able to actually spend some money. But fuck if that'll ever happen. Seriously, the job fairy fucking hates me for some reason. I have to finish my work study application, but at this point I wouldn't be surprised if it were too late to turn in. Fuck meeeee.

God, is it weird that I find heterosexuality gross? Not to the point where I'm a heterophobe *lawl*, but Scyther has Hayley in here right now and they'll macking up there. Groooooooss. I mean, with my friends, it's understandable that my mindset is "boys like boys and girls like girls" but I feel like it's a strange phenomenon. You'd think they could be a little more considerate when I'm sitting RIGHT HERE. But what the fuck ever, I think they said they were leaving after their movie is done. It's not even half over yet, but whatever, that's fine.

Okay, I'm out of things to say

~ <3

INCLUDES GPOY!

So today's been a pretty good day. I woke up and my hair looks nice, I've had plenty of time to myself, I don't have classes until 2pm, and they're my good classes!

...I keep hearing random boop noises set to a beat coming from the next room over. Either that's their ringtone, or it's some new dance craze that I don't give two fucks about. 90% of all new music, especially that which is played on the radio, or is only cool because it's "underground", pisses me off. BUT WE ALREADY KNEW THAT, DID WE NOT?

So I'm actually starting to like my International Language class. Everyone else in that class till fucking hates it, but I honestly think the discussions are fun and interesting...me and no one else... D: I've gotten used to the teacher too, he's no where near as bad as my teacher for Ancient and Medieval World- he's fucking booooring.

Pandora Radio pisses me off. I always get a bunch of bullshit music.. But I think that's because I'm faaaar too picky. So I guess I'll just use Youtube for music. It's not that much of a pain considering the internet is here. Pandora is just convenient. Using Youtube, I did find a bunch of old Gaga songs I had forgot about that are good. I totally forgot all about Monster and I Like It Rough. I also found one called Disco Heaven that I'm pretty sure is gunna grow on me- I do like disco music *3*

Oh shit, I left my car opener in Anna's room. Oh weeeeeerr.

~ <3

What hippie turned off the bathroom light?

Jk, but I walked in there and it was dark. Normally, all of our lights are always on.

Anyway, Scyther had a girl in here earlier and they were snuggling on his bed in the dark. Like...I'm right here, bros. It's no big considering I knew the chick and she's cool but like...eww heterosexuality. How weird is that? That I genuinely find heterosexuality weird. Like, I'm no hetero-hater, but not in my room when I'm right there, kplzthnx. They both disappeared, like, an hour ago, so whatever.

So I watched the hour long Nintendo 3DS conference in Japan tonight. It was all in Japanese, so I had a bit of trouble fully following it, but I understood enough of it to make me wet. I even caught some fuzzed out Super Smash Bros gameplay footage that a lot of people missed. But the only super big thing that they announced was Mario Tennis. Also, a lot of the games coming out have to option to utilize the gyroscope. Like you can play Mario Kart in first person and move around your 3DS like a steering wheel, or move your 3DS around during Mario Tennis to play. It's just a minor thing, but it's a fun gimmick. Also, you can aim with the gyroscope like you could in OoT in Super Mario 3D Land when being shot out of the cannons. Which I REALLY liked. You could get it juuuust right.

There was just an ad for Michigan colleges on TV here...what?

~ <3

Mailbox et other junk...

So Mom mailed out my book the other day and I had to go to my mailbox today to get it. So I was like "FUCKYEAHMAIL" and walked down to the Student Center to go it. My mailbox is on the very end off all the rows of mailboxes. The good news is that it's at the perfect height for me. However, figuring out that fucking lock was a pain in the ass. It was one of the generic spin-the-dial kind of locks...but I was having the hardest time figuring it out. I finally got it after around 5-10 minutes of fucking with it and got my package. The good news is that some Keene magazine was also included in there. It wasn't the magazine that was the good news, but the fact that I'm pretty sure we can order magazines to come to our student mailboxes. NINTENDO POWER PLZ. I'm gunna ask the people at the Student Center if we can and I they say yes, I'm totally gunna order that shit pronto.

So I'm going home this weekend. Gram called me and we talked for about 5 minutes. Then as she was about to hang out, she was all "If you ever need something or want to come home, let me kn-" and I was like "This weekend?!" Cuz everyone wanted me to come home and I need to get some shit from home anyway. So I'm having her get me after class on Thursday. I'll hang with the bros, grab my shit, and come back Sunday afternoon. I still haven't spent a weekend here yet. I've just wanted to come home. I went to Anna's last weekend, so yeah...Scyther has the room all to himself every weekend. Hope he appreciates it.

I want Anna to be done with her homework. She said she'd text me when she was done, but that was an hour and a half ago. I wanna go to Gamestop and Target, but I don't want to go by myself. But if it comes to be around 5:30 and she still hasn't texted, I'm gunna say fuck it and either not go and go alone.

So I have to attend some official signature meeting this week sometime. I don't entirely grasp it, but it's some official Keene loan business. I'm just glad I'm not missing any paperwork. Iam however being lazy with my Work Study application. But no other Freshman here has really gotten a job ANYWAY, so I doubt it matters. I'll fill it out sometime this week, for sure, but like...whatever.

I keep hearing weird construction noises outside...it's so weird around here. Plus, the internet is going super slow...Shuckle. Anyway, I'm done here

~ <3

Back at College

So I'm back at Keene now. I came back to find out PLENTY MORE VANDALISM HAS BEEN GOING ON. Not only has someone pooped in our recycling room twice; but someone also drew multiple swastikas on the walls, wrote slurs all over everyone's white boards, threw zucchini off of the staircase...it's getting fucking ridiculous. We had a floor meeting about it today. But honestly, I doubt any/most of that was even our floor and we're all getting blamed for it. Why would you vandalize your own hall, even floor? College kids (other than me- I'm an angel :D ) are fucking stupid. Seriously, how hard is it to poop in a toilet and not throw autumn squashes down to the next floor?

But anyway, I kinda missed living in my dorm. I enjoy having my own room away from home. I feel like it's a step away from having my own apartment, which so far has been a blast. And I'm still responsible enough to not do anything stupid. But I already knew that considering I essentially had my own private area at home anyway. Cuz seriously, when did me and Dad ever talk? Never.

But I feel like home life really prepared me for college life. I already weened myself off of my parents. Plus I got all my drinking out of the way- I do NOT want to party at all. Which is the downfall of most college student. I never want to go to a party, let alone drink here. Getting drunk around people I don't know in a place I don't know? Noooo thank you.

So while at Anna's I bought her SNES off of her. She hasn't said how much she wants for it, but it's in my room here right now. She didn't have the plug that goes into the TV, but ever Nintendo console up until the Wii all had the same cords, so I can easily just switch between my Gamecube wires and the SNES wires. But I'm gunna hit up the Retro Game store in Keene (if it's open, every time we've gone it was closed, so it might be closed for good D: ) to see if they sell them there. Either way, I really need to swing by my house and pick up all my gaming shit. And my posters, my room here is barren. And Scyther (Anna's name for Spencer. It super stuck) already knows I like Pokemon, so I don't really give a fuck- I'm bringing my posters from home. But only a few, I don't want them damaged.

Ugh, I am not looking forward to classes tomorrow. I fucking hate my "Human Cultural Mosaic" class. It's just some stupid Geography class, and I fucking hate Geography. Also, I just bombed a quiz in that class (because I didn't even know we had one that day), so I'll have to come in with my head hung in shame. So I'll have to study extra hard for the next one. I have less homework than I thought I did, which is good. I have to study for a quick in Mosaic on Wednesday, do a French activity paper, read some of an old book for Ancient and Medieval World, and read a chapter or two for Language. The only things that are actually due this week are studying for that test which is Wednesday, the French papers which are due Tuesday, and the reading for Language which is due Thursday.

I'm liking Language more and more though- the topic is becoming more and more interesting and I can the teacher likes me because I can read katakana and he speaks Japanese. I told him that I could read it, then proved that I could and he had a look that was all "omg new favoriteeee~" Ancient and Medieval World is soooo booooring. Seriously, the teacher is, like, 90 years old and mutters everything. And the topic isn't even interesting. Aaaand French is pretty Frenchy. I need to practice my vocab and I'll do fine. I can tell that I'm DEFINITELY not the worst in the class because of the way everyone else talked in French. Their accents were awful and their sentences didn't flow well. For example, when saying "Je m'appelle..." they literally said "Je ma appelle", whereas I said it the way Mme T taught us to with it sounding more like "Jshmappelle", all said quickly. I also already knew not to actually say the "ne" when saying things like "Je ne sais pas". Everyone else was like "wtf?!" Mme T was a great French teacher, I'll miss her. But my vocab is still lacking, so I'll just have to do some extra work, I guess.

Anyway, off of the topic of school- I found out that I can make my own ringtones for my phone and use them. I have the Final Fantasy IX Victory Fanfare as my text ringtone, and the Final Fantasy X Victory Fanfare as my picture message ringtone. It just feels really cool to ACTUALLY catch up, technology-wise. I'll NEVER want a touch phone, however, so I can still remain one pleasant step behind. I enjoy retro things- I'm JUST NOW getting a phone with a QWERTY keyboard. Though I'll miss phones that close. However, my phone auto locks really quickly and it takes effort to unlock it, so I'm never afraid of the infamous butt-dial. I can also check Facebook from my phone too. Though I'm worried I'll blow through minutes too quickly now that I'm all about new shit. I'll probably transition to an actual phone after I get a job, but if I can't find a "real" phone that isn't a touch phone, I'll probably just go to the pay every month phones that Baku and Mariku have. I haaaate touch phones so muuuuuch. And I hate how mainstream they've gotten too. Now EVERYONE has one. They suck and no one wants to admit it. "But Akki, I like my touch phone!" That sucks, this is my blog- your opinion in invalid.

You know, as slightly rip-offy as it is, I'm glad Baku and Mariku have Netflix. At least, the Instant Streaming. Albeit most of the things available are stupid, but it's great to watch when nothing is on TV. I honestly think I won't have cable TV when I get my own place. I can't say I'll have Netflix, but I'd rather not get everything illegally either. I like being an honest person. I might just buy DVDs, owning those is fun- I like collecting things.

Anyway, I'm outta shit to talk about. Later

~ <3

In Portsmouth

So this weekend I went to Anna's house in Portsmouth with her. I'm still there now, but we're going back to Keene tomorrow. This town is fucking rad- ANY store you can think of, it's cute, and there are SO MANY YARD SALES.

Seriously, I bought so much shit this weekend, I dunno where I'll put it in my room. And some of it I can't even use (The Gameboy games, the Gamecube memory cards, ect) because I don't have any of my video game shit (except my 3DS) at college.

I have a bunch of homework to do, but I forgot what it was I was supposed to do. SO I'll be doing it all Sunday night and into Monday. But I'm not too worried about it. Without any of my shit at Keene, I have nothing to distract me so I get homework done super fast.

I met one of Anna's friends back home today, Nathaniel. He seemed relatively nice, but his entire life revolved around drugs. YET ANOTHER REASON I WILL NEVER DO THEM. Seriously, he seemed to be spacing out every three seconds and talked almost entirely about his druggy stories. Like, it's not even just pot, he told us a story about someone eating sheets of acid by mistake. ACID?! Holy fuck I am NOOOOT comfortable around you, good sir. And even when we were hanging out, he said he had a super hangover. Golly gee, isn't that swell.

Which also kinda makes me worried what kind of person Anna is. Obviously peer pressure don't work on me or else I'd be smoking up a storm by now, but the fact that Anna thought his stories were hilarious worried me. I just kinda nervously chuckled the entire time.

But whatever, we'll be back at Keene tomorrow and I can just forget about it. But I super miss all my friends. Like seriously, why couldn't anyone have come to Keene with meeeee?

I'm hungry and Anna's asleep. I'm not gunna just waltz on downstairs and be all "YO, WHAT'S FOR DINNAH?!" I'm glad, however, that I took a nap too. But now I'm gunna be suuuper awake all night. Which will come back and bite me once we get back to school, but I needed some sleep. Seriously, I went to bed last night at, like, 1, and we got up to go yard saling this morning at 7:30. Yaaaay no sleep!

OHGODSOMEONESCOMINGUPSTAIRS. WHO IS IT. ...it's Anna's dad. He woke her up. CHINESE GO!

~<3

This weekend...

I'm going to my friend Anna's house this weekend. She was all "omg come home with me!" and I was like "sure'kay". So I'll be leaving tomorrow around noon to go to her house in Portsmouth. I'm apparently staying in their guest room. The way she phrased it, I'm expecting her to be rich...but I could just be over analyzing it.

So we'll be shopping in downtown Portsmouth a lot, from the way she put it. She was super excited to go home and have me come, so I'm pretty jazzed too. And anyway, Anna'a pretty much my only super bro at college. Eric's radical too, but he went home this weekend too.

WHEN WILL I ACTUALLY SPEND A WEEKEND AT COLLEGE?!?!

I dunno, but I kinda don't care.

Me and Anna also explored downtown Keene. It's not really all that happenin'. I mean, there are two candy stores- one professionally looking, and one that's all cute/imported candies. The import-y one has a bunch of Japanese candy, and it's even got Ramune (not candy, I know, but I love that shit *3* ). It also has those European chocolate bars the exchange student gave our French class Senior year of high school. SO I KNOW WHERE I'LL BE GOINGGGG~~~

They also have a retro video game store. They had a NES in its original box and I jizzed in my pants. It was right next to a comic store, so that I'm also excited about too (if they sell manga, idk, it was closed cuz we went there around 8pm). There's a theatre downtown too, but it only shows uninteresting movies and operas. I mean, those are both cool and all...but I was hoping for, like, a Cinema 8 kinda place. Whatevzzz.

That's all I really got to say right now. Peace.

~ <3

Things I've actually learned in college so far...

-According to Walmart's information bank, after a hurricane, people crave Strawberry Poptarts.

....yeah, that's about all I've actually learned so far. AND I'M PAYING MONEY FOR THIS.

...you've got to be SHITTING me...

...are you fucking serious? I got this in an email just now.

In case you don't feel like clicking that- someone shit in our recycling room. What the fuck is wrong with college kids?

9/7

Yupppp...so today shit got kinda real. I forgot we had a quiz in my Geography class, so I bombed it. I'm pretty sure he drops the lowest test score...but it's still kind of a wake up call. Not so much that I'm not trying hard enough, but that college professors really don't give a shit. Seriously, he told us it was happening the first day of class, then kind of ignored it. I hope he doesn't expect anything else out of us randomly. Though I'm sure he will. But I dunno, I'm only really shooting for a C in that class anyway- geography is fucking stupid.

French grammar still gives me a hard time. Like, I have no real problem with scanning something written in French and being all "Yeah, it says this", but fuck if I knew when to use lequel or laquelle. Like...fuck if I care. Especially since the teacher JUST THE OTHER DAY said that no one, when speaking, gives two shits. Seriously, he specifically told us not to type the "ne", when using negatives. For example, he would mark "Je ne sais pas" wrong, but "Je sais pas" and correct. I'm glad Madame Takantajas always taught us to speak like that or else my mind would have been blown.

I went back to the mall area today with Anna. I bought the 3rd volume of .hack//Link. I figured since it was Borders last week, why the fuck not. Seriously, manga is 5 bucks now. Fuck yeah I'll be buying that. I also bought Silent Hill 2 for $16. They had 3 for $20, which I had seen first, but then I decided against it because I only wanted to buy one of them and 2 is better. so far I've spent 30 bucks with my debit card. I love using it, but I felt like a tool today at Gamestop because I scanned my card the wrong way. I told him I was new to the whole "paying with a card" scene and he just chuckled. I'm also not going to change my default pin number to the one I had picked out forever ago. This one is harder for everyone else to guess and I already have it memorized ANYWAY. The only thing I hate about the card is that some people (BORDERS, COUGH) take forever to actually take the money from me. they have yet to take out the money for the 2 books I've bought from them. But I'm gunna to spend money like there's no tomorrow. At least, until I can get a work study. I'm FO SHO filling out that application this weekend. I got it last weekend and I still haven't finished it. I'm either busy ot I keep forgetting.

I don't have class tomorrow until 2pm, but I still have to wake up early to talk to my RA at 10:30am. I kinda don't get why or how or where...but I have to. She made us all sign up for some independent meeting thing. Whatever, figured I'd just say "fiiiiine" and do it.

Ugh, I have 6 more pages to read in my textbook, then I gotta take a shower, then I gotta...I dunno, probably read those manga I bought. I'd rather play Silent Hill, but I don't have my PS2 and Anna's using hers. I might try to get someone to come bring it to me and hang out with me once they get here. OH EMILYYYYY~~~~ (OR BAKU/MARIKUUUUU~~~)

Anyway, gotta finish reading and shit. Peace.

~ <3

I miss youuuu

I miss my boyfriend, like...a lot. I didn't think it'd be that big a deal since we IM all the time, plus I got skype. But the more time goes on, the lonelier I get. I mean, I have some bros, but I miss my boyfriend. I suppose that only confirms how good our relationship is, but I dunno...

Boring blog post is boring. But I had to say it, I guess. I gotta leave for classes in about 20 minutes. Maybe I'll be less lonely during class.

Today...

Is the first time I've really written here. I'd type what's happened so far, but I've only been here a couple weeks, so nothing big has really gone down yet.

The second day of my being here I met a bro named Anna. We met totally by accident because we both forgot to get stickers on our ID cards. She was all "omg, I'm totally missing out on Brawl right now" and I was like "SO...WE'RE FUCKING, RIGHT?" Our friendship's been pretty rad. She introduced me to some other dude named Eric and we've been chilling as a threesome, like, every day. Today we went to the shopping mall via the shuttle. I ALMOST missed class coming back, but it was totally worth it. There's a Borders still open down there that closes this weekend and I HAD to jump on those sales. I'm gunna see if Anna wants to go back there tomorrow after classes so I can buy more books. Seriously, I bought .hack//Link Vol2 for 5 bucks. That's a fucking steal.

But anyway, so far classes have been decent. I don't have much homework, but most of my classes are boring as shit. No, lemme take that back- the classes have interesting topics, but the teachers are super boring. Except the French teacher, he's very...I dunno...sassy, I suppose is the correct word. My other 3 classes are "The Human and Cultural Mosaic" (which is just fancy talk for "Geography"), "Ancient and Medieval World", and "International Language". AM World's teacher is some 80 year old man who's pretty damn boring. He's nice as hell, but, like...yawn. Same goes for Language. However, both of those topics are interesting enough to keep me intrigued. Unlike Mosaic, where the teacher's not bad, but I FUCKING HATE GEOGRAPHY.

Every Monday and Wednesday I have Mosaic and AM World from 10am-2pm (every class is an hour and forty-five minutes long and they're one right after the other for fifteen minute breaks in between). And every Tuesday and Thursday I have French and Language from 2pm-6pm. So I have bro time Mon and Wed afternoons, and Tues and Thurs in the morning, then private time until 9pm when Anna gets out of class. so it works out well- it MAKES me do work those two days for AT LEAST 3 hours.

As for my roommates, he's not bad. I mean, he doesn't bug me at all...but we're not exactly friends either. We never talk. But I think that's because we both KNOW we have nothing in common with each other. He also has these annoying habits that piss me off sometimes: spraying too much Ax, leaving the door wide open when he leaves, ect. Seriously, if my shit ever gets stolen because he left the door open, I'm fucking killing him. My suite mates and I are pretty different too. But what can I say? A gay gamer's niche is hard to find. Luckily Anna's right next door in the next suite over, so I got a bro super close. Eric's right down the hall too, so we hang out in his room a lot.

I like my dorm too. The rooms aren't too small. They're made for 3 people, but one of our roommates never showed, so it's just me and Spencer (that's my roommate's name, obviously). Also, each suite gets its own bathroom, so my phobia of having to use public bathrooms is easily avoided. There's a shower in the private bathroom too, so that rocks. The only real downside is that everyone here tends to ONLY get loud once Quiet Hours have started. Parties don't happen here in Holloway Hall, they happen across the street in the other Freshman dorm, Randall, and everyone just comes back all rowdy'd up from parties back here at around midnight. It's better than having the parties here, I guess.

People at college are waaaay too friendly, however. Like today, I was walking out of my room and I got invited by some chicks I had only said hi to once to watch Teen Mom with them and snuggle. Gee, no thanks. But I suppose that's better than everyone being rude. Also, everyone I've met here acts gayer than me, but isn't actually gay. Take Eric- he talks with a lisp, likes musicals, is a Performing Arts major...but is 100% straight. What? Like, I honestly don't give a fuck cuz I'm not looking for a relationship anyway, but it just confuses me...

It rained a shit ton here already, and it's going to for the rest of the week. Like, Hurricane Irene was a total pussy compared to the rain we got yesterday. Seriously, I stepped in a puddle that was up to my ankles and my shoes are still soaked. I got home from class today and I took off my shoes and socks and my feet were all pruned. Gross. And wet sneakers smell like cat piss, IMO.

I hear a chorus of people singing "Landslide" down the hall...too lazy to go look. I like that song though. But seriously, there's a good example of Quiet Hours being broken. It started almost an hour ago...what if I was trying to sleep? I'd go insane.

Speaking of which, who decided that Keene would be the ghetto of New Hampshire anyway? Seriously, cars are always going by because the college is right on Main Street, people honk their horns. And not to mention people like to show off for dem der sexxy college slutz (AKA- Backdoor Sluts 9, the college edition), so random losers occasionally rev their motorcycles at 2am. Also, there's construction going on right down the road, so that's always fun to wake up to at 8am.

I do like how everything is right around the college though. I mean, I'm gunna be accidentally spending a lot of money that I don't have, but I can walk to anywhere I wanna go, or take a bus if I get lazy. Like, it's a cute town...but the constant drunk people are annoying. I'm honestly expecting a lot of them to either bucket down or get the fuck outta here pretty damn soon. I'm hoping it happens to my roommate, but I doubt it, knowing my luck. If only, right?

I do a lot of walking around here too. Cuz to get to class, it takes me at least a few minutes to walk there. Campus is pretty damn big, but it's nice- I like walking. But I'm assuming that during the Winter during all the snow, it's gunna suck. I've already walked around in the rain. I bought an umbrella, which is cool.

Another thing I like about college life (the umbrella reminded me)- no one really gives a fuck about what you look like. So I walk around with my Mushroom tote bag all the time and no one ever cares- I even get compliments. Back home, everyone'd be all "OMFG!!1 U ONEA DEM QUEERMOSECKUALZ?! U SUK!11!11!!" Seriously, I hate Belmont. Back when I was younger, everything was nice and peaceful. Now the town's full of posers and assholes. I dunno if I just grew up or everyone decided to become a tool, but there's no way in hell I wanna live anywhere near there. I mean, there are a lot of tools are here too (can't win them all, I guess), but no one really bothers you. I doubt I'll live in Keene, but it's a nice place.

I suppose that's all I can think of right now, so peace out.

~ <3

First Post

Yoyo, Akki here. This is my personal college blog that I'll be writing in periodically while I'm...at college. This is mostly just for me, personally, so I don't go insane. But feel free to read through it- I don't give a shit.

<3