Came back from my house this weekend...

So I went home this weekend. Saw everyone, minus Emily, cuddled with Itsumo for a good 24 hours, came back to college. My room was a meeess when I got back. There was random shit everywhere, including a new mess on the bathroom sink. What the Shuck. But it's not super bad, so I'm mostly over it. I just wish they would stop putting shit on my dresser. IT'S MINE, GODDAMNIT. And someone used MY blanket to sleep in the top bunk. I don't really care that much AGAIN, but he could at least say he used it.

I brought back my SNES and my PS2. VIDEO GAMES- YEAH! For games, I just brought Final Fantasy IX and X, Super Mario World, and Silent Hill 2. I also have all of my Pokemon games and Ocarina of Time 3DS and BlazBlue 3DS that I'd already brought. So I have enough to keep me company when I'm bored, but not too many to distract me from school.

As for when I was home, it was pretty cool. However, I feel like I'm growing apart from Emily. I still wanna be friends with her and everything, but I feel like the less we hang out, the less we're close. I'm sure it can be remedied though, so I'm not too concerned. David told me she had told him something I was supposed to know. It's drug related, no doubt. Seriously, I'd insanely rather them not do drugs around him. He does anything once and we're done. It's not that I don't trust him, I don't trust Emily's family. The "SURE WHY NOT" mentality better not get to him or he's fucking dead.

While that might be hypocritical due to the fact that he didn't want me to drink, I can honestly say that, more than likely, I won't drink anymore. It just doesn't appeal to me anymore, considering the last time I did, I had a massive hangover. That, and everyone drinking here really pisses me off. And I feel bad for drinking when David didn't want me to. So I won't anymore. That's not to say that I might have, say, one drink on a holiday, but I doubt even that.

So I have $270 left on my debit card. God it is so easy to spend money with that thing. However, I find myself becoming more and more strict with its usage due to the fact that I don't know how much is on it at all times. Though I honestly think I'd rather just use cash for the rest of my life. I'd RATHER get a job and be able to actually spend some money. But fuck if that'll ever happen. Seriously, the job fairy fucking hates me for some reason. I have to finish my work study application, but at this point I wouldn't be surprised if it were too late to turn in. Fuck meeeee.

God, is it weird that I find heterosexuality gross? Not to the point where I'm a heterophobe *lawl*, but Scyther has Hayley in here right now and they'll macking up there. Groooooooss. I mean, with my friends, it's understandable that my mindset is "boys like boys and girls like girls" but I feel like it's a strange phenomenon. You'd think they could be a little more considerate when I'm sitting RIGHT HERE. But what the fuck ever, I think they said they were leaving after their movie is done. It's not even half over yet, but whatever, that's fine.

Okay, I'm out of things to say

~ <3